Oh hey, it's been awhile!
I've decided to resurrect my blog for all of you out there just dying to know what's going on in my life (ok, mainly family & Liz). I have over the past couple of weeks been scouring the internet checking out blogs from those doing similar work to me and really appreciate the updates and details of Peace Corps volunteers, I realized I should be doing the same! So here ya go!
Quick update: After completing my internship on Bainbridge Island in December, I realized it was time to move on after hitting road block after road block with my education supervisor and headed back home to Iowa. I went through all kinds of feelings of being glad to be home, missing my friends in Seattle, questioning what the hell I was doing, stressing out about bills and my unemployment status etc. After about a month of getting back in the swing of things at home, I got serious about applying for jobs. I think I emailed about 100 different organizations applying for about any job I was remotely qualified for. After a month of email, interviews, and stress I finally accepted a job from Camp Wesley Woods in Townsend, Tennessee as an Outdoor Educator. So, since February, I have been living in the woods about 5 miles from the entrance to the Great Smokey Mountains teaching kiddos about trees, streams, salamanders, geology... you name it. There are parts of the job that I have loved, and parts that I am excited to be over in three short weeks. These past six months have strengthened my passion for teaching kids about their natural environment and have taught me so many things about this part of the country. But I am ready to be challenged on a different level.
As you know, I completed and submitted my application for the Peace Corps in late January. Here is a peek into the last couple months in timeline form:
January:
Submitted my Peace Corps Application
Accepted job at Camp Wesley Woods
February:
Headed to Tennessee to start work as an Outdoor Educator.
March:
Learned that it is actually cold in TN, and began to worry about my hands as they seemed to be permanently blue after working in the stream for 3 days straight...
Played phone tag with various PC offices trying to explain that I had moved to Tennessee, yes, it is a temporary move (at that point, I was only hired on for a 3 month term) all in the midst of having almost zero cell-phone reception and limited internet access.
Had my first interview with a regional recruiter at the University of Tennessee. It was short and sweet. The recruiter answered a lot of my questions and was super helpful as she just returned from her on PCV (Peace Corps Volunteer) term from Africa. Apparently the interview's sole purpose was to "weed out the crazies." I was super nervous and arrived about 30 minutes early. The actual interview lasted only 20 minutes. Apparently I came off as normal enough :)
April:
Was contacted by the Peace Corps office in Atlanta, GA to schedule an interview. Had to work with my supervisor to find a good time and date in the middle of the week when we had over 100 kids at camp (that was fun).
Drove to Atlanta for my interview. I got there about an hour early (never know with traffic!) and sat in the parking lot studying my notes from questions on the internet about commonly asked PC interview questions. Looked up to see a group of very large men all with guns on the side of their belts and proceeded to drive around looking for a less popular parking lot. I finally walked into the huge and intimidating government building (complete with guards and metal detectors) and had the longest, and most in-depth interview of my life. A lot of the questions were about the PC's core expectations which I was prepared for (thanks liz!), but some of the questions were so obscure, I had no idea if I was making coherent answers. It was especially hard since she would ask me a question, then spend the next couple of minutes typing out my answer, which gave me just enough time to criticize my answer, want to change it, and pretty much pee my pants. After all the formal questions were asked though, we sat and talked for about 45 minutes about her PC experience. It was great to hear about her experiences in Morocco. I left feeling fairly comfortable about how it went and drove the long 4 hours back to the woods.
Received a ton of paperwork to go into even more detail of every professional experience I have had with environmental education, non-profit organizations, agriculture and education in general. Do they not realize this is what I have been doing since I graduated high school!? After endless hours in the office (only place that had internet and word) and spending the entire day teaching kids and going on long hikes in the rain, I finally sent in about 10 different essays on my past experience. I thought that is what the application was for!?
The day before my birthday, I received an email from PC that I had been officially nominated to serve as a Peace Corps Volunteer. Only two pieces of information were really given 1) that I will be working in the Environment sector and 2) my expected departure date is January. Needless to say I was elated about officially being accepted to Peace Corps after months of working on my application, and years of dreaming about doing Peace Corps.
Received my Legal Kit in the mail, and (again) had to work with camp to try to get away to get fingerprinted by the local police department. It was so busy at camp during this time I had to apply for an extension since they only give you 10 days to complete and send in the paperwork. The police department only does fingerprinting here Tuesdays and Thursdays from 2-4 pm. The worst timing ever. Eventually, I sent in my paperwork and was legally cleared a couple weeks later.
May:
Besides being legally cleared for PC, no word from anyone...
June:
Decided to stay at camp for the summer to help out with rock climbing, kayaking and caving trips.
No word from PC
July:
Finally decided that I needed to find a job that paid better to start saving up so I can keep paying student loans while I'm gone. Signed up for substitute training course in Iowa for the end of August. Though it won't be near as fun as splashing around in the creek looking for critters, I'm excited to be home for a bit.
After almost three months of no word from Peace Corps, I got an email from the Agriculture offices with more paperwork to fill out. I was given a questionnaire asking me how I expect to deal with common challenges that Peace Corps Volunteers have to face. With things like isolation, not being able to speak the language, failure, and loneliness going through my head, I had no idea how to answer these questions. How are you supposed to know how you are going to deal with these issues without actually having gone through them before?! After many emails back and forth with my mom (thanks!), I sent in the paperwork and was told that I should hear back in the next couple of weeks about an invitation. After an invitation is sent, I will receive my medical paperwork (which I've heard is the worst part).
August:
At this point, I am trying to be patient. I knew going into this whole process that it would be like this. Waiting, hurrying up to fill out paperwork, then waiting some more. I just want to know where I am going, and what type of program I will be working for! It will be real once I know! I am trying to keep my expectations in check, as I know this will be one of the hardest things I will ever do. I know I might fail. But I am itching for a new experience, for a new challenge, for a feeling that is scary but exciting all at the same time. Who knows if this is the best thing for me to do right now, who knows if Peace Corps is actually worth the time and hassle. I've heard so many great things from returned PCV, and many horrible and scary things. What I have learned is that it is different for everyone. I just hope that it will truly be the hardest job I have ever loved as so many people describe it to be.
For now, I am powering through my last three weeks in Tennessee trying to distract myself with the work that needs to be done here. I will keep you updated as more details come in (hopefully soon!).
I've decided to resurrect my blog for all of you out there just dying to know what's going on in my life (ok, mainly family & Liz). I have over the past couple of weeks been scouring the internet checking out blogs from those doing similar work to me and really appreciate the updates and details of Peace Corps volunteers, I realized I should be doing the same! So here ya go!
Quick update: After completing my internship on Bainbridge Island in December, I realized it was time to move on after hitting road block after road block with my education supervisor and headed back home to Iowa. I went through all kinds of feelings of being glad to be home, missing my friends in Seattle, questioning what the hell I was doing, stressing out about bills and my unemployment status etc. After about a month of getting back in the swing of things at home, I got serious about applying for jobs. I think I emailed about 100 different organizations applying for about any job I was remotely qualified for. After a month of email, interviews, and stress I finally accepted a job from Camp Wesley Woods in Townsend, Tennessee as an Outdoor Educator. So, since February, I have been living in the woods about 5 miles from the entrance to the Great Smokey Mountains teaching kiddos about trees, streams, salamanders, geology... you name it. There are parts of the job that I have loved, and parts that I am excited to be over in three short weeks. These past six months have strengthened my passion for teaching kids about their natural environment and have taught me so many things about this part of the country. But I am ready to be challenged on a different level.
As you know, I completed and submitted my application for the Peace Corps in late January. Here is a peek into the last couple months in timeline form:
January:
Submitted my Peace Corps Application
Accepted job at Camp Wesley Woods
February:
Headed to Tennessee to start work as an Outdoor Educator.
March:
Learned that it is actually cold in TN, and began to worry about my hands as they seemed to be permanently blue after working in the stream for 3 days straight...
Played phone tag with various PC offices trying to explain that I had moved to Tennessee, yes, it is a temporary move (at that point, I was only hired on for a 3 month term) all in the midst of having almost zero cell-phone reception and limited internet access.
Had my first interview with a regional recruiter at the University of Tennessee. It was short and sweet. The recruiter answered a lot of my questions and was super helpful as she just returned from her on PCV (Peace Corps Volunteer) term from Africa. Apparently the interview's sole purpose was to "weed out the crazies." I was super nervous and arrived about 30 minutes early. The actual interview lasted only 20 minutes. Apparently I came off as normal enough :)
April:
Was contacted by the Peace Corps office in Atlanta, GA to schedule an interview. Had to work with my supervisor to find a good time and date in the middle of the week when we had over 100 kids at camp (that was fun).
Drove to Atlanta for my interview. I got there about an hour early (never know with traffic!) and sat in the parking lot studying my notes from questions on the internet about commonly asked PC interview questions. Looked up to see a group of very large men all with guns on the side of their belts and proceeded to drive around looking for a less popular parking lot. I finally walked into the huge and intimidating government building (complete with guards and metal detectors) and had the longest, and most in-depth interview of my life. A lot of the questions were about the PC's core expectations which I was prepared for (thanks liz!), but some of the questions were so obscure, I had no idea if I was making coherent answers. It was especially hard since she would ask me a question, then spend the next couple of minutes typing out my answer, which gave me just enough time to criticize my answer, want to change it, and pretty much pee my pants. After all the formal questions were asked though, we sat and talked for about 45 minutes about her PC experience. It was great to hear about her experiences in Morocco. I left feeling fairly comfortable about how it went and drove the long 4 hours back to the woods.
Received a ton of paperwork to go into even more detail of every professional experience I have had with environmental education, non-profit organizations, agriculture and education in general. Do they not realize this is what I have been doing since I graduated high school!? After endless hours in the office (only place that had internet and word) and spending the entire day teaching kids and going on long hikes in the rain, I finally sent in about 10 different essays on my past experience. I thought that is what the application was for!?
The day before my birthday, I received an email from PC that I had been officially nominated to serve as a Peace Corps Volunteer. Only two pieces of information were really given 1) that I will be working in the Environment sector and 2) my expected departure date is January. Needless to say I was elated about officially being accepted to Peace Corps after months of working on my application, and years of dreaming about doing Peace Corps.
Received my Legal Kit in the mail, and (again) had to work with camp to try to get away to get fingerprinted by the local police department. It was so busy at camp during this time I had to apply for an extension since they only give you 10 days to complete and send in the paperwork. The police department only does fingerprinting here Tuesdays and Thursdays from 2-4 pm. The worst timing ever. Eventually, I sent in my paperwork and was legally cleared a couple weeks later.
May:
Besides being legally cleared for PC, no word from anyone...
June:
Decided to stay at camp for the summer to help out with rock climbing, kayaking and caving trips.
No word from PC
July:
Finally decided that I needed to find a job that paid better to start saving up so I can keep paying student loans while I'm gone. Signed up for substitute training course in Iowa for the end of August. Though it won't be near as fun as splashing around in the creek looking for critters, I'm excited to be home for a bit.
After almost three months of no word from Peace Corps, I got an email from the Agriculture offices with more paperwork to fill out. I was given a questionnaire asking me how I expect to deal with common challenges that Peace Corps Volunteers have to face. With things like isolation, not being able to speak the language, failure, and loneliness going through my head, I had no idea how to answer these questions. How are you supposed to know how you are going to deal with these issues without actually having gone through them before?! After many emails back and forth with my mom (thanks!), I sent in the paperwork and was told that I should hear back in the next couple of weeks about an invitation. After an invitation is sent, I will receive my medical paperwork (which I've heard is the worst part).
August:
At this point, I am trying to be patient. I knew going into this whole process that it would be like this. Waiting, hurrying up to fill out paperwork, then waiting some more. I just want to know where I am going, and what type of program I will be working for! It will be real once I know! I am trying to keep my expectations in check, as I know this will be one of the hardest things I will ever do. I know I might fail. But I am itching for a new experience, for a new challenge, for a feeling that is scary but exciting all at the same time. Who knows if this is the best thing for me to do right now, who knows if Peace Corps is actually worth the time and hassle. I've heard so many great things from returned PCV, and many horrible and scary things. What I have learned is that it is different for everyone. I just hope that it will truly be the hardest job I have ever loved as so many people describe it to be.
For now, I am powering through my last three weeks in Tennessee trying to distract myself with the work that needs to be done here. I will keep you updated as more details come in (hopefully soon!).